Day 105

Today I decided that I'm going to make a care package for Nathan. He is going to be so very busy so I may not get to see him till June. So I created an end of the semester/ I'm gonna miss you care package. I bought a photo box from TJ Maxx with beachy stuff all over it to put everything in. I got him a small picture of a star fish (also from TJ Maxx) to hang in his room for the serene beauty of it, Peanut butter M&M's because they're his favorite, two protein bars for energy, Oreo's for when he gets a sweets craving, a workout/travel water bottle with a built in freezy ice thing to keep him good and hydrated, and a picture of us on our first date. I also picked out the best card ever. I fell in love with it the minute I saw it! And I wrote down what it says so I could remember it and I'll share that with you all.

Since I met you,

All I can think about is making you happy.

I want to see your smile

and hear your laughter.

I want to kiss away old hurts

and hold you until you know without a doubt

that this is for real.

I want to memorize the sound of your voice

and the dreams of your heart...

More than anything else,

I want to make you happier

than you've ever been before,

and give you all the things

that you truly deserve.

I couldn't believe my luck! Out of the very tiny section of cards at Target that weren't for Birthdays, I found the most ridiculously perfect card. It speaks all the things that I feel about Nathan. I know it's super sappy but that's kind of the point :-) I love it. And now it's forever memorialized here for you to see! HA!

Anyway, when I got home I put everything together in the box, the lid doesn't fit back on all the way, and spent a good two hours chatting with Jordan. We rarely see each other anymore, we've traded places now. I used to be the one on the go all the time, always hanging out or doing something and now she is. I think it's great! It sucks that we never get to see each other anymore but it's really cool that Jordan has become quite the socialite.