Day 34
A truly dark day.
I know that I shouldn't let other people's attitudes affect me and when dealing with people with crappy attitudes I just need to let them do their thing and smile in their face and go on about my business. But when someone decides they're going to throw their crappy attitude at you and get in your face with it, it's really hard to just walk away.
I'm going to keep this nice and simple, I have a co-worker that seems to be having some kind of problem lately and that problem seems to be with me and two other co-workers but today apparently the problem was mine. I was told that I am more or less rude, inconsiderate, and impolite. That I don't know how to prioritize my work and that it's offensive that I do not tell this person good morning when I walk by them. All of this was yelled at me in front of the director. So, instead of being the better person, being professional about the matter and keeping my calm of course I yelled right back. This went on for about 45 minutes until the Director made a feeble attempt at settling the issue and both parties walked away.
Those of you who know me know that I don't take a lot of crap from a lot of people but when someone gets in my face like that and there's not a lot I can do about it, I don't handle it very well. I spent a vast majority of my day in tears and came home at tonight to sob on the phone to my boyfriend. Several responses have been to just go to work and do my job, smile and more or less ignore this person. They do not exist. I just can't help but feel that I'm being targeted for some reason, having never done anything to warrant this kind of behavior at work. I know just one thing, I need everyone to pray for me. Please. Pray that I'll get a new job and that I'll be able to survive this one until that time comes. I can't take much more of this job and the hostile environment that exists here...I need out and I need as many prayers as I can get to help me make it through however much longer I'm trapped in this crappy place.
Goodnight all.
I know that I shouldn't let other people's attitudes affect me and when dealing with people with crappy attitudes I just need to let them do their thing and smile in their face and go on about my business. But when someone decides they're going to throw their crappy attitude at you and get in your face with it, it's really hard to just walk away.
I'm going to keep this nice and simple, I have a co-worker that seems to be having some kind of problem lately and that problem seems to be with me and two other co-workers but today apparently the problem was mine. I was told that I am more or less rude, inconsiderate, and impolite. That I don't know how to prioritize my work and that it's offensive that I do not tell this person good morning when I walk by them. All of this was yelled at me in front of the director. So, instead of being the better person, being professional about the matter and keeping my calm of course I yelled right back. This went on for about 45 minutes until the Director made a feeble attempt at settling the issue and both parties walked away.
Those of you who know me know that I don't take a lot of crap from a lot of people but when someone gets in my face like that and there's not a lot I can do about it, I don't handle it very well. I spent a vast majority of my day in tears and came home at tonight to sob on the phone to my boyfriend. Several responses have been to just go to work and do my job, smile and more or less ignore this person. They do not exist. I just can't help but feel that I'm being targeted for some reason, having never done anything to warrant this kind of behavior at work. I know just one thing, I need everyone to pray for me. Please. Pray that I'll get a new job and that I'll be able to survive this one until that time comes. I can't take much more of this job and the hostile environment that exists here...I need out and I need as many prayers as I can get to help me make it through however much longer I'm trapped in this crappy place.
Goodnight all.
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