Somethings I Just Don't Get

There are a few things in this world that I don't think I'll ever understand.

Why people want to hurt children.
How someone could kill a person.
Why Ex Wives are so maniacal.
Why families aren't important anymore.
Why Doctor's smoke.
And why I'm constantly screwing up.

I made a careless mistake and now someone I love is paying for it. It's really hard when you realize you've been screwing things up for as long as you can remember. Breaking important things, saying stuff that you really shouldn't say, hurting someone's feelings without meaning to, getting in the way.

Today I feel so very small... I hope tomorrow is a better day.

To be a little less self deprecating..I must add that some people are truly deplorable. I hope these people realize who they are and go about setting themselves straight. Why can't these people see that higher road and walk upon it? When are we going to grow up and be adults, quit talking in riddles and say what we mean, learn to be the better person in a disagreement? When will you realize what's gone is no longer yours to check in upon?