No Heart

My heart just hasn't been in it lately...I can't think of my usual funny quips to post. It makes me a little sad to look at my lack of posts. Something great needs to happen. All the greatness in my life is dispersing itself. People are getting married and leaving me and it makes me sad. I know it doesn't have to be that way, I can make a concerted effort to keep these people in my life but mainly when they're far away that's a very hard task. My sister will be moving to Germany on the 18th and while I'm extremely happy for her, I'm sad for me. I loved getting to drive to Cary on occasion and do silly stuff with Brenna or go shopping with her and I feel like I'm losing a great friend. She will only be in Germany until this summer but then she'll be moving to California and that's not going to be any easier.

I do still have a wonderful roommate that I really need to spend more time with. The hard part is that I now have a boyfriend and I spend as much time as I possibly can with him because we're still in that getting to know each other stage. We've been together for a month now and it's been up and down...not roller coaster style but I have mood swings and so does he and that makes it hard. We have been taking the time to do things that the other enjoys and that has actually been very fun for me. My favorite part of the day is as things are winding down and we're done with dinner and watching tv, I love having his arm around me and leaning into his chest, just being there with him and relaxing is the best part of any day.

So, with my mind so consumed with a boyfriend and the moving on of several people in my life, my brain hasn't really had a chance to come up with anything terribly clever to write on. I promise I will try a bit harder.