Day 12- The Person You Hate/Hurt You the Most Day
With out a doubt this goes out to you Scott...
I don't hate you so that part isn't really valid but you are the one person in this world that has ever hurt me more than anyone else ever could have thought about hurting me. So here's how it goes. I stood by you, day in and day out no matter what you did or how many times you hurt me or made me cry. I was there for you. When your father died and you needed me, I was there for you. When you were arrested for being an idiot...I WAS THERE FOR YOU! How could you turn your back on me and lie to me? And for three years no less?!? I did nothing more than be your friend for years and years and even after I had to leave for my own sanity's sake I kept in touch with you and I kept you informed on my life but you lied to me about yours. To find out from your wife, of all people, that you've been married for THREE YEARS! Oh and that you have a child, well that was just the icing on the cake. BUT THEN to be told by your WIFE, the wife that for three years I never even knew existed no matter how many times I asked you about your relationships, that I'm a psycho and I need to stop calling her husband, that broke me. I never thought, through all the years of suffering and pain I put up with from you, that you would be capable of making me feel that way, but you did and it's done. I have never wanted someone out of my life permanently, never, but you were the first and hopefully the only person to get added to that list. I hope that you're happy because all I ever wanted was to be your friend. I would have loved to hear that you were getting married or that you were having a child because I would have loved to be able to share those tings with you should they ever happen for me some day. But now, NOW, that will never happen and you ruined it.
I hope that you have a very happy life...you sad shell of a human being.
I don't hate you so that part isn't really valid but you are the one person in this world that has ever hurt me more than anyone else ever could have thought about hurting me. So here's how it goes. I stood by you, day in and day out no matter what you did or how many times you hurt me or made me cry. I was there for you. When your father died and you needed me, I was there for you. When you were arrested for being an idiot...I WAS THERE FOR YOU! How could you turn your back on me and lie to me? And for three years no less?!? I did nothing more than be your friend for years and years and even after I had to leave for my own sanity's sake I kept in touch with you and I kept you informed on my life but you lied to me about yours. To find out from your wife, of all people, that you've been married for THREE YEARS! Oh and that you have a child, well that was just the icing on the cake. BUT THEN to be told by your WIFE, the wife that for three years I never even knew existed no matter how many times I asked you about your relationships, that I'm a psycho and I need to stop calling her husband, that broke me. I never thought, through all the years of suffering and pain I put up with from you, that you would be capable of making me feel that way, but you did and it's done. I have never wanted someone out of my life permanently, never, but you were the first and hopefully the only person to get added to that list. I hope that you're happy because all I ever wanted was to be your friend. I would have loved to hear that you were getting married or that you were having a child because I would have loved to be able to share those tings with you should they ever happen for me some day. But now, NOW, that will never happen and you ruined it.
I hope that you have a very happy life...you sad shell of a human being.
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